Just short fragments - I am up north around the Huntsville area, and am in the company of some women. Adrienne is among them, but we're having a hard time connecting. Eventually we do get close enough to hug each other fiercely, much to the cheering of all the women there. She tells me that she wants to have me move up to Avalon (the name for the property), as she will be moving elsewhere. I am very tempted, but know that without a vehicle I wouldn't be able to survive.
A telephone rings somewhere, and I am told it's for me. I take the receiver and I hear a male voice telling me that there will be a lot of jobs available for me - even the temporary assignments will be plentiful. At that moment, I make up my mind, and announce that yes, I will be relocating, pending me getting my license renewed, and getting a vehicle. Everyone again cheers loudly. I keep getting glimpses of a small red car, but I know this belongs to Adrienne.
Inside myself, I feel panic set in, but I push it away. I tell myself that I will not allow myself to be overcome by it again, and make firm plans to take driving lessons again, if neccessary, to achieve this goal.
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Oh, I also recall that two nights ago, I dreamed of a gray kitten slapping me across the face with her paw and laughing deeply in a very human way. I wish I could recall the context.
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