I am in a large hotel and while walking through the lobby, I become aware that there are many people around me in costume. "Ah, a Sci-Fi convention!" I think to myself, but looking more closely, I realize it's a bit more - all the people are gearing up to go outside, into the wooded area next to the building. "LARP!" I say to a young woman dressed as an elf warrior, and she smiles back at me while saluting me with her sword. (LARP - Live Action Role Playing)
I continue down the wide black polished stairs and see a couple of oriental young men dressed in black suits with red capes. I wonder why they hadn't chosen capes that are more dressy to suit their smart suits, instead of pieces of unhemmed red broadcloth, but say nothing. We smile at each other and one of them says that sadly, this will be the last time they will be able to use these facilities for their fun.
The scene shifts and changes - I am now with a group of people that are setting up for an outdoor concert. I am supposed to provide piano accompaniment for someone playing a cello piece, but am very disorganized and ill-prepared. I hear that the concert has started, and am looking for something to wear in the suitcase filled with all sorts of clothes that resemble underclothing only.
The people around me have a very old-world feeling to them - it's almost as though I have traveled back in time, to the late 50's. I also realize that it's a very ethnic community - Greek, to be exact. The women congrate together, chattering over each other, while the men huddled over a table with a chess set on it. None of this makes me feel any easier, since I can't even see the stage.Finally i find a blue patterned polyester dress and just as I start putting it on, I hear the opening chords of the piece I am supposed to play - Saint-Saens' Cello Concerto.
I hurry to finish dressing but am told by one of the women that my services are no longer needed - they found someone else to play the piece. I become very upset, and loudly start blaming "that man" (the stage manager) for not giving me the proper time cues. I become more angry, irrationally so, and start yelling at everyone, "Who are those clowns playing out there anyways!? I know that piece, it was my father's favourite piece, and he constantly was practicing it - I remember it well from when I was a child. You just don't know ANYTHING!!"
Even as I'm storming off, I think to myself in disbelief - this is not me, why am I screaming like that?